Re: Brokenhearts....Just anything catagore thread
Who is God?
Some believe there is a a God for each and every planet, realm, and universe, and not one main source or deity. My thoughts are that everything no matter what it is, had to have a beginning a start a source of ignition.
So where did we begin and if there is a God where did he/she begin? Yes these are the mysteries scientist and theologions have debated and researched forever. They still, even in this time of high tech this and that have no or very few answers or evidence to repute or validate these very questions. Yet this does not stop one from still asking the questions that are as old as timee. My mind wonders to that very place frequently as I stare up at the sky. Absorbing her beauty. I then start to think of these very things once again.
Do you believe this deity to be a simple man, human in looks, feelings, and actions. Or is this a supreme being, the All, the architect or sculpture of time and space. Could anyone actually be that omniscience, omnipotent, omnipresence? To know everything, see everything, be everything? Wouldn't this be a form of the phrase Jack of all trades, only he would be the Master of all instead of master of none.What if it is just some made up stories past down through time, generation after generation. All created by some little old lady or man back in Adam and Eve's time.
What is the possibility that a God does exist and is actually a woman. Sylvia Brown talks a about a female God all the time. She calls her AZNA. How could she possibly be wrong as I chuckle real loud. We then must factor in all the legends of mythology that accounts for the Goddess Sophia as well. She repuditly was or is God's consort (lover) and sits at his side. Some accounts have Sophia as his wife, some as a consort. Are Sophia nd Azna the same being? Some accounts even say she is the female God personna. The duality of himself, his yang to his yin.
How does one ever find out the truth. I wonder if the truth even exists. What if it all has been some master computor program this whole time. What if the truth is actually just a word, called faith. The ability to believe their is something more that what we see in front of our eyes every day. A simple little word called faith or even hope, charity or how about the little word Love.
What if you or me the us are actually, truelly who God is. What if we are all Gods and Goddesses, and the entire life journey isn't really a journey after all but simply our Godselfs laying in bed. Dreaming, expereincing this all, what we call our lives and we are creating it with our minds while snorring in another place,realm or time. I have actually read a few articles that attest this is the truth.
I personally would like to beleive that their is a an all powerfull loving energy. Sitting in a magnificant huge, square shaped, finely polished alabastor chair. Directing and orchestrating all that is, was and will ever be. With the help of angels, and other beings, and guides. And that this energy is so very amazing it can morph and assume with little tiny shards of it's self whatever coutnenance for me to see that makes me comfortable as I sit or stand at the side or foot of the chair.
Whether it is male,female, big or small, with or without legs or arms or even a tail. An energy that glows with a auric halo of gold, purple and white light that encomapsses, surrounds, and gently massages me, as it flows in and through and all around me. With such loveing beauty and grace it drops me to my knees from the experience and not because I feel any sense of superiority. Simply a sense of grandeur that deems respect from me as an equal holder of the beauty within us all. Not in a subservient manner at all but a healthy and gentle loving respectful bend at the knees.I guess the mutual admiration society.
Does God work miracles or reek havoc. I don't personally believe so. I believe we as humans are so goofy at times. We thrive on greed and power so very often we cause this havoc and chaos. We humans sre destroying all this magnifcence glory that was created just for us. We always want more expect more,need more, must have more, until we simply destroy.
Have our souls come here to learn, teach, experience, or has it all just been some kind of shits and giggles experience. I truly do not know. Nor do I believe anyone else knows the truth either. For me personally it has been a learning curve. Would I have missed it. Parts yes. Would I wish to do it again. Maybe not. Maybe yes. It all feels like some kind of amusemnet park ride of which when it gets bumpy I want to scream let me off. But when it soars through the air, smooth and fabulous I want to stay on the ride. Such is life in the human experiecne. Maybe I just need to be a rock for a day and lay in the sun or the rain. Waiting for someone to step on me or pick me up and give me a toss. Then maybe I would appreaciate more the experience I am in at this time.
What is Gods name if he/ she exists? Is it simply God or Sir, or Maam? Is it maybe Yeshua or Yhwh, or Mr Deity, or how about HU or You or ME. We dont know, not any of us knows if this being truly exists then how could this deity then have a actual name? This in itself is another ponderance in my brain. I woke up one morning with the words HU being said over and over from my lips and out of my brain. Where was I? What was I doing? Could I have been in the heavenly realms, bowed prostrate with zillions of other souls singing and praising this supreme being by singing his name? Or in some other part of the world in a Yoga postiion of some type doing a chant to the sky? This is a mystery that still keeps entering my mind.
I call God a him because in the society and generation I have been raised up in the head of the household was supposed to be a male. So I equate the possibility of a being or deity heading up the universal household with a male energy. We all know a woman could rule the universe but that is my basis on the male enrgy source in my belief. I simply call him father when we speak or I talk , he listens . Of course there is another issue the one of passion. Where we find ourselfs calling out Oh God. Is this because I want or need him to know, to acknolwedge what I am doing, or to see or hear it all? Does this need to acknowledge to God a validation that morality is as grossly misunderstood as the word adultry is . That they once again are control freak issues from long ago? Why would I bring God into play at such a time? Maybe he created pleasure and we like to let him know it is working, or maybe we are preprogrammed to send the signal back. Yes another of those mysteries.
I find myself if I am asking him for clarity about something. I use the term Raboni. I am not a jewish person in this life so does this possibly stem from some past life. My need then to call him teacher? Is God in fact our friend our lover our teacher? Doee he truly exist and is in all aspects of our existence.
Do we believe because we have faith or hope, or because it is just so simplistic that deep inside in a chamber of our hearts we just simply KNOW a deity exists of this kind. Does this once again validate the free will thing the belief we have or think we have. It is defiantely a personal choice if we believe in this existence or we are atheiestic. It is defiantly freedom of choice.
So is there or isn't their a GOD??? This question is as old as time.