
Re: Winter 2010 - Oracle Submissions

I am just ME
Why is it that people just aren't happy with themselves anymore? Why don't I ever hear I Love Me? Is it all the fault of the television and the billboards. Have they made people so ashamed of themselves that inferior complex has become the new rage. Have they cause others expectations of who we must be, to be elevated so high that we have simply lost the ME.
I am so very tired of on every channel on the TV there is a new sexual enhancement ad to consider. Well consider this, instead if you please. I want to scream to the top of my lungs be happy with what you have got. Get real, if your lousy in bed, bigger will only make you worse. It is after all just a postion issue at best. Well some communications skills might help. Because bigger gets lazy thinking that fullfills all ones needs. Where smaller gets creative down on their
knees. Now there is where pleasure is sure to reside when one admits weakness and gets humble indeed.
And if I see one more set of fake boobs on TV I wish to be a giant pin and pop them and scream. Try being glad in your own skin. If your clothes don't fit try a different style. And if the boobs are for him then it's already a wrong road. Cause beauty is from within. If it takes boobs to make you a star then you ar as fake as they are.
Look to your right and ask the person who is there. Ask them if they would change anything about themselfs and I guarantee everyone of them will have a list a mile long. Stop for a second and think about that. That is just sadness and inferiority from within.
If people would stop all this surgery, then all the money spent on changing our bodies into bigger inferior complexes could be used for usefull things. Like for mothers who have left abusive homes and now sleep in cars with their children in tow. Or how about all thsoe kids in those cars, with no one at all. Oh my, I need to move on as this could become a rant. All this plastic surgery is doing is changing the outside,and causing more problems to your insides. Most people are just createing more body confusion and mental anguish. They then stand in front of that full length mirror twisting and turning admiring the work they had done as one finger carefully runs across the new scar and new set of neurosis slowly and silently creeps in.
They now are hearing in their minds "what will people think" or "i wonder if anyone will be able to tell". It is like buying a new pillow for the sofa you see ,it then makes the sofa look old and worn out,so you then need to start your new renovation plans. Now we have made something else look bad so if we aren't already hooked some of the latest pain meds we try to figure out how to beg boorrow or steac or if our Credit cards can take anymore abuse. Before we now must prostitute ourselfs to soemone to pay for the over extended credit cards and our new medication habit we aquitred. To in turn in a few yesra end up looking older than we did when the big fix began. Or like a hard unpolished mannequin, with our lips at our ears and our **** at our throat, with hands that still look like they should, old and agedwith spots as if they dont fit with the rest of couch.
Plus all of those The Secret books make my head hurt. Have positive thoughts not been around since the begiinning of time. Itis just truly some good ole fashioned common sense. I would rather have good common sense then book smarts any day at least I then have the sense to get in out of the rain. I don't have a need to think it to death. Yet someone complied a whole group of them with a pretty little binding and has crammed them down our throats. Frankly I am gagging and choking to death on them. While etiquette manners, honesty and kindness get thrown out to the wind.
Apparantly know one has actualy read that book to the end to find out their is no secret and their never was. It's old fashioned think positives is all it is and their is no secret or their would not be a plastic surgeon opening a office in every strip mall and Botox would be gathering dust on the wall.
I wish to stand on top of a mountain with arms outstretched and scream to the world stop altering what God gave you. You came this way for a reason. It should be enough to be just you. You are who you are so stop nipping and tucking and lifting and lopping. Be who you are, a blessing and a offering a kiss from above. You are not a clone for all to see.
I have decided that I am going to like ME me, just as I am. Not the artificial person the world expects me to be. So I choose today to step off that roller coaster ride. The diet, the clothes, the artificial me. And I am going to ride the new vessell called I LOVE ME. Just as I am whether fat or thin, with big ones or small ones, withs saggy or firm . If you disapprove then there is the door. And on the way out don't let that door hit 'ya where the good Lord split 'ya!
Now do me a favor one day real soon, when you get the time. Go stand in front of the full length mirror and recite after me. "I am divine, I am beautiful JUST AS I AM for all the world to see. If the world doesn't see me the real me then there not worthy of my time." "They are not worthy of ME."
You see I know THE REAL SECRET and what it is. Lean in real close as I whisper it in your earwhat I know.The universe does see you and me. And yes I AM SPECIAL,and I AM UNIQUE because I refuse to be anything but the real ME.
©L.Lanham